Study in Usa for the fall

I never take before the time to think about my studies cause i always think that my father will take care of this i just tried to study and to give the best of me cause all my dream where to enter a university but as alway not all the dreams can be realise cause while i was doing my best life was preparing something for me and this is my father's sickness he is suvivor of cancer and the money he has i can't obliged him to give it to me cause i don't want him died . i would like to study medicine to bring my help to all people that is crowing a disease . today i'm proud to see my exams score but i'm also sad to see that i'm getting destroyed for not being able to pursue my studies .i already fill an application form for this fall cause i'm more than eager to save this year and try to wake my capacity up ,it was a big hurt for me to see my friends those who was working as well as me that's mean i always have in high school 4 or 3 for score and when i take the first place my friend takes second and that was the same for him ,and her ,we where three in this competition and i'm the only one who unfortunetly doesn't enter a school yet. i decided to study at fairleigh Dichenson university but this reason i need some grant and scholarship help .i had a lot of dificulties to find help with my status but with fastweb i got you as help for any and free help . I'm afraid that my status could make me lose this help but it isn't up to me to decide i leave this case into your hand hoping that something can be done for me . Hoping to hear from you sooon Sincerly your's Marcelin Marie Helene youlhena@yahoo.fr (509)7197065